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Monday, July 23, 2012 ϟ Monday, July 23, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
Hello summer break (:
after 3 terms of insane stuff and moments we're finally free for 6 weeks :D *cue choir music
so the lack of blogging is caused by my extreme laziness even to entertain facebook :O that never happened before but :OOOO and since most of my friends are off on holidays or are having puasa or currently studying for tests, i'm stuck in Penang with no one :( so yeah .... here's a few pics from the last day of school and Aaron's makeshift hangout/birthday celebration
*mind you we did sing so loud that people stared at us :P okay then... till then :)
X  
Darren and Edmond ... :P
 
The guys thought we should eat more.... which led to a massive amount of fries wasted :P
 
We also bid farewell to ayumi and aline and zhi chuen.. (sorry zhi chuen i dont have your pic ) but good luck guys and see you around soon :)
Labels: birthday's, blog news, break, crazy posts, facebook, holiday, life, lol, my life, random, school, what happened?, wishes Dun Dun.. the big haircut
Tuesday, July 10, 2012 ϟ Tuesday, July 10, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
HAIRCUT
i've been meaning to do thus for a long time but :PPP so finally with some courage,timing and faith, it was gone and sent off to be made into a wig :)
THIS
To this
so yeah :P thats it
got another week and a half till end of school year :D till then x
OHAI (:
Tuesday, June 26, 2012 ϟ Tuesday, June 26, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
Hello :DFinally done with my finals and Horizons week and something I've been meaning to do for a long time: cut me hair! <3 Lets cut it down into parts... Finals: Okay so truth to be told I did not so well in finals to what I wanted it to be. on a sidenote, i really am happy with my geography results, however its very sad that i'm not taking the subject next year in my IGCSE so i am thinking of actually switching chem in to geo since i do not find any interest in chem :/ My maths was really bad....70% well okay i did not fail and taking into account that 89% is the highest and last year I was 60 something, its an improvement but the marks are definitely below what i expected :( but i cant really say anything about this Science, we meet again my enemy, i scored 25/30 for part 1 which is really good but i screwed up SO SO SO BADLY in the second part so i dont even wanna know how much i just dohaewfahofq when i saw my mistakes.... ( actually 41/60 ) 
What else? well yeah thats it i guess will fill you guys in about the other later on...
OBS
Outward Bound School. In my school, it has a really bad reputation.. some went and didnt enjoyed it at all however my trip was better than expected. Braced my stories from my friends, i prepared for the worst but it turned out better than expected. so for that i'm really impressed. Its not 5star hotel but they care for the safety, food is clean and good, dorms and toilets are quite okay so i dont find a reason in complaing since part of the school objective is to take you out of the comfort zone... and eventhough i surrendered my handphone,ipod,books and half of my snacks i dont really feel out of place...,
I shall blog about the haircut the next time since i am very lazy :P
Till then (: x
Labels: cats, crazy posts, end of year, english, exams, hairstyle, history, insane, marks, maths, my life, my week summary, obs, truths, what happened?, wishes clearing the air :P
Monday, April 23, 2012 ϟ Monday, April 23, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
After this, I will put all of this crap into a grave that will be around the mantel of the earth so it'll melt... but first,
While surfing tumblr in school I saw this... Yes I know shouldn't do that but I was trying to find a picture for my desktop since they gave everyone one a place in the school server now :P But anyway, it got me thinking of someone. My ex. What? Did I just called him ex? From day one I met him I never thought I would be called that....
Later on I talked to my amazing new friend Raif who had help me through alot. Its kinda funny how he was there to comfort me but then things turn and I comfort him instead. We've both went through the same crap at around the same time... I kept telling him how people grieve differently and how it'll be hard for a certain amount of time and yes. You have to grief. It's only human. Then I realise for myself I never gave me time to grief. Not a tear, not a text, not a word. I felt like I just wanted to move one and so I did. For all this time, I've been trying to put on the 'happy' face mask. Like the 'put it in a box. shove it away. it'll never come back' kinda thing.
Well, it doesnt work that way which is the reason why I'm ranting now. I'll have to admit my feelings weren't so deep for him when we started. You could say that it was puppy love. I don't know why but only after we broke did I realise I do care about what happens to him. I do care if he did make his sport club's football team. I do care if he fail or passed his test. It wasn't like: HE FAIL MUAHAHAH or OMG WHEN HE GET SO SMART kinda thing. Its more of a I just needed to know to feel safe. Which this quote explains quite well actually....
It clicked to me when I try to retrace back. We talk alot. or I would say used to. We would chat till late night about random stuff or in the morning he would send me a message. I think having that taken away was sort of a little weird which I think is the reason why people get into relationships. Because they'll be there for you. People have other reasons as well but thats just what I say. And just to set the record stright, I'm not the 'all guys are arseholes because one of them broke my heart' kinda girl. I know every guys is different and so are girls. I'm just trying to tell my story here..
As for me, if you ask..the reason I'm single now is simple
a) studies
b) I'm friend-zoned prone
c) love and support from my family
So yeah to sum up, this is me:
And this part for raif :P I know it's hard. You've been through more than I do and you always take the good rather than bad which is why I respect you. You always have no problem when I need someone to listen to my problems even when its just simple bullcrap xD As for her, it's never easy to get over someone you have your heart set to. Just give it time kay buddy? Smile and the rest will go away sooner than you think. Its called the past for a reason. As for why, I cant tell you but I'm sure you'll find a girl one day that will be the simple reason why all your other one never worked out. And as for being one of good guys:
Don't change yourself to get someone. If you're gonna be in a relationship with someone, might as well they love you for who you are. Because if your family can, I don't see why others can't. And if you can't be yourself around them, is it even an honest relationship?
Plus, the majesty of unicorn is awesome the way he is ;)
The last one is for Vivian :) This one is yours ;) 
Okay? I know your stronger than you think
and thanks sooo much like a trillion times infinity for getting me a dream catcher (: Love it!
ALL TO EVERYONE ELSE THIS IS WHY WE DO WHAT WE DO
 Till then :) x Freedom... for now
Saturday, April 21, 2012 ϟ Saturday, April 21, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
ITS DONE AND DONE WITH :D  checkpoints are over and now i'm on cloud9 but now there's the worst part... the results. I'm aiming around 5 above. Hopefully I'll be able to get that :) the highest score is 6. The week havent been easy though... been through some crap while having to revise for the test is very -___- to begin with. Which is why this is gonna be a looonnngg post Some ups and down as well as the same time... i think i'll blog about it soon but it's gonna be LOOONNGGG :P till then, ;) x Study mode: activated
Monday, April 16, 2012 ϟ Monday, April 16, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
Hey guys :) forgive me for no blog update status. Since my touchdown at the airport, insane amount of things happen including THE SCHOOL BALL I had an amazing time with my dates ;) And partied the whole night long!Also, our geography class trip had us go to Penang National Park. Beach with your peeps is always fun even if we couldn't swim, the beach was enough for us to have insane loads of funnnnnn! And who doesnt enjoy writing the report later on? -__- Talk about school events, we also had sports day which my team came in 3rd. Hey, better than last right? xD Spring break also happened the past month when I haven't been blogging. Hit the cinemas last day of term. Enjoyed nerf war and bowling later on the week. Didn't get to hangout much as I decided to stay home and study the first week. The second week was interrupted with the tremor which i never felt -,- #prayforindonesia guys :) The rest of the time I would either be lazy or busy with school and stuff :P And now... CHECKPOINT DDD: Study mode is on but there is no motivation even I know I should :/ Any tips?? And, any tips with bipolar people? Seriously... if you have a problem with me, I would appreciate it if you can just tell me and not just curse at me. Immature and useless. Losing the person I had feelings as well was a bummer during break. He never knew only guess and was very close to knowing but I guess it was time I let go.... 
Anyways, enough with emo emo posts...I shall treat you too some pics and say all is well now I guess. I hope.
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small photo shoot in school :)
Prom dress which i bought last minute :P
1/2 of my date
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My other date ;)
Brian proving he is related to monkeys
Yup ;)
GROUP PIC <3 :D
Rayne protecting his 'baby' xDDD
Me running from a zombie apocalypse aka dodge ball
Wish me the best of luck for the exams! :) X BACK :D
Sunday, March 11, 2012 ϟ Sunday, March 11, 2012 ϟ 0 Comment[s]
Just a quick update :) I'm back from SG. We didnt win D: but we definitely had a great time and have tons of memories to remember forever =D  
Penang International Airport
Changi International Airport
Met this awesome guy who was wearing a dinosaur suit :D Thanks for letting me take a pic!!
Retarded roomies xD
Tanglin Trust School. Their school is HUGE
 
Plaza Singapura (: I Hunger Games addict like that :D
Me = Taylor Swift fan :D
and so 11 girls went on an adventure of a lifetime ♥ (:
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